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I love the shirt i'm wearing... it's something between a hippy and gypsy look. And i've recently learned that it's horrible to dance in. It practically fell off while I was trying to teach the "beat it" choreography today... oops. That, by the way, is going really well! I'm excited to see how it turns out! For you BV kids who don't know what i'm talking about, you'll just have to find out on friday.. Don't expect anything spectacular, just something fun your 2V girls have put together...

I just have to say that the song "Lullabye" by Billy Joel is one of the most relaxing romantic songs I know of. Men who can manipulate music that well are in short supply.. women too (I know i'm not even close!). mmmm... makes me want a hug. ;-)... Random thought: isn't it funny that we always want people we can't have?.. hehe.. that's all you get on that subject. =P

So lately i've been battling a few things... The first is my recent habit of putting off my work.. This started about the same time as the nice weather did. I'm not gonna blame it on the weather though, I know it's just me being lazy 'cause it's the end of the year. I always lay in bed at night and think about what I have due coming up... so that probably means I should be getting to work some more.. mmmm well tomorrow is a new day, and hopefully God will give me a little kick in the butt if I start slacking... The other thing that i'm fighting is the lonliness I get sometimes... I don't mean from friends 'cause I have the best friends a girl could ask for.. yes yes, that means that I miss companionship. This usually happens to me when i've not been spending as much time with God as I should be. I know better... but i'm still struggling sometimes. Now that i'm older it really isn't a big issue 'cause i've learned that only God's timing is perfect. Whoever i'm going to be with is worth the wait... and gosh i'm picky as is. lol... *sigh* i'm just hopeless. haha. I know exactly how to be patient and careful and what i'm looking/waiting for... I just need to find a way to keep my heart completely set on God until He decides it's time to share... well there it is in a nutshell.. I love you all! thanks to those of you who've been prayin' for me.

Goodnight and God Bless!!