I just wish I could sleep. All I want is to be able to rest peacefully and not be tortured by my thoughts. Holding back tears that I can't show because people are always around. I close my eyes and pray desperately for the pain to go away, but I know that it cannot pass yet. The only words that form in the back of my mind are: "You are what I want". I can't look down at my hand without crying, running my fingers over the indentation once created by your ring. Tired of putting up the strong front. Whenever I see your face i've broken my heart all over again. I know now that I truly love you, and all I need is to hear those words and know that I will soon be holding you close. This seperation isn't new, but it is different. I think I will go insane unless I hear what's on your mind. Why does love hurt so much? Come and save me... Please.

"Oh i'm crazy... Crazy for feeling so lonely"
It's so lonely here when everything reminds me of you...
=(

(this is not quite accurate, but there is definately truth in it)

Only One

by Yellow Card

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one