hello blogger reading folk!
It is finally saturday and it's about time! I've been waiting all week to do nothing... well kinda... actually when I say "nothing" I lie... hehehe... I got up at 6:30 this morning and went to the hospital where I voluntered for 4 hours (all I got to do was take paint off of windows....*yawn..), and then I had lunch in the cafeteria con mi padre. I stopped to visit Ben (since he lives like 2 blocks away from the hospital) for about 5 minutes and then hopped on the interstate to get to dance class.... *takes deep breath... NOW i'm going to a catholic mass at 5:30, and then a concert at UNO at 7:30... meh, I guess eating can wait... I still hope to spend some more time with friends tonight (this is why I own a cell phone), and if not, well there's always the internet (me?...What social life?). What the heck am I gonna do with myself in college?....I might go crazy sitting around on campus all day, haha..
So last night I saw "The Passion of the Christ". I loved it, it was a life changing experience. I recommend that each and every one of you see it. I did cry a lot, and I had to close my eyes a few times. After the movie a man stood up and spoke to people as they left the theatre. He asked us to think about what we had just experienced, and invited us to pray with him. He impressed me. This world needs more people like that in it... I myself am a christian, but i've never had the guts to do a thing like that. Well kids, i've gotta go to church. I'll see ya all later!

God Bless!!

"I see your eyes
They tell me the things you never say
I know your soul dies
Each time that I leave you here this way
...
and as you stare you draw me in
can't fight the glare
the room's caving in"

~exerpt from my song; "Eyes"

Good evening all,
I hope you all had somewhat interesting days. Mine was entertaining; I fell asleep on the couch and was late for dance (oops... *blushes). Although it was rather interesting to wake up to my timer going off and the dog barking (I was dead tired after skating this morning).
Tomorrow i'm going to see "The Passion" (Ben got some free tickets, so he asked me to go....This is very fortunate since I currently have $4 to my name). I am preparing myself for a depressing yet motivational evening of violence, drama, and subtitles... the tissues are definately coming with.
I had a long discussion today with a friend of mine about the point of the movie.. I argued that he should see it because he might find something good in it, he argued that "he couldn't care less" and that Jesus "was just some unlucky guy". Finding that I wasn't going to change his mind, I mentioned to him that it was extremely violent. "Oh" he said, "well in that case maybe i'll check it out."... *hangs head... oh well, maybe good can come of this.. haha...

Random Joke:
How many kids with ADHD does it take to screw in a lightbulb?.... Hey! ya wanna go ride bikes??
hehehe I don't care if no one else thinks it's funny, I laugh hystarically every time I hear it...Anyways...

To Aaron: Hi! sorry I had to get off suddenly. I didn't want to cut the conversation short, however, I had some practicing to do... I was planning on writing something like a poem to you... but i don't know how much guys like poetry, and for once in my life I didn't know what to write... which is strange to me. I appoligize. Sometimes putting thoughts into words just doesn't happen all at once. They say the best things in life take time and effort, so we'll see what time and effort bring. In the mean time, i'd just like to say that i'm glad to know you and I do enjoy our conversations. =)

Well kids, i'd better go to bed before I fall asleep at the keyboard (believe me it's happened before), so goodnight, and may the Lord and his angels watch over us all...

~Laura

this day is really starting to piss me off.... The past 2 days have been kinda stressful. With school and friends and other troubles... But now i'm here and i'm writing.. so things are a little better.. =)...haha this may be a borring entry, but I promise a better one later... crap. the bell's ringing... talk to you later!!!

I'm not an easy person to tick off.... But you better know me pretty well before you write me off in public, especially if you're doing it because i'm an easy target. I'll admit it. I can be an easy target, but it takes a hell of a lot more strength to NOT fight back then it does to give in to you.
SO
Since i'm mad, and my therapist tells me that instead of killing people I should find alternate outlets for my anger (eye twitches).... I'm gonna write about it.
(evil laughter ensues)
For those of you who don't know me, you need to learn a few things about me...
I am a "quiet person". I can be shy,
but not usually.
I'm quiet around certain people:
people I don't know what to say to,
people I don't know (unless we immediately find something in common),
people who have a seem to have pre-concieved notions about me (they put out this "why the hell are you talking to me??" vibe)
and people I feel like I have to impress.
I try very hard not to hold negative opinions of people. Seriously, it's kinda a goal of mine (giggles). I'll talk to anyone about anything (yes I do mean anything.... just ask one of my close friends...*tries to look innocent) And I will always listen to your problems... whatever they are. I am a SENIOR in highschool even though I occasionally get asked if I would like a kid's menu at resturants (coloring is fun!! weee!). Some of my close friends think I have ADHD because I switch topics in conversations faster then... Hey!! ya wanna go ride bikes????... yeah... I rest my case... Everything I need to say, I can put into a poem or a song.... but don't ask me to come up with something in 5 minutes.. I'm not always CREATIVE ON COMMAND.... lol... (I give myself props for that one) *ahem.. oh! Hi, sorry... I'm one of the few optimists that I know.... even though pessimism is extremely amusing...Also.. and most importantly of all, I am very very easily amused (this ties into the ADHD thing). I have been known to play string for hours on end... and we won't even talk about THE SIMS... yeah.. well... that's all i'm saying for now...
SO
the moral is: Some people need to stop pissing me off, so y'all will get more interesting posts about ANYTHING other then myself... or something.... yeah
well i'm gonna go eat dinner and think abut destroying humanity... I mean... picking... daisies... *hums tune from Deliverance....

Wow what a long day.... I'm dead tired, and I feel like a 300lb gorrilla just sat on my legs... Don't ask me to describe that feeling...
I need a hug ...Please...? (yawns) or a sedative..?
This is gonna sound really random, but I feel like i should say it (and we all know that I am hands down the queen of random); to all my friends; I love you, and I would die for y'all if need be. I'm sorry if i'm gone a lot, or if i just seem distant sometimes, but I really truly mean that. And Shannamin, if you read this know that I love you man, and I know you're hurting. I'm praying for you!
So i guess i'm gonna go internet party with Joel... and as soon as I find out what that means i'll let ya know... Just keep going with the flow.
head
hit keyboard
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
*wakes up
oh hi!
sleep is for the weak
and that I am...
so 'night all!

Peace!

Here I am. It's 11:45, i'm trying to write poetry, and I can't get that stupid "WE LIKE THE MOON!" song out of my head... For those of you who are as of yet unfamiliar with this painfully annoying song go to "www.rathergood.com". I promise that if you are looking for a site that is a complete waste of time you won't be disappointed... but anyways...
Today I learned how to force feed a hampster, what the frequency of a low A flat is, what a goat orgasm sounds like, AND that I can make myself look like Godzilla (apparently I was the only one not aware of the fact that my face resembles a low budget japanese movie monster... love you too honey). So all in all I guess I have gained some knowledge that I will someday use for something... somewhere...WE LIKE THE MOOOON!... 'CAUSE IT IS CLOSE TO US!... *clears throat. oh! sorry... don't know where that came from. *looks around innocently
Well I must go now and get something written for english... and by that I mean that I will continue procrastinating for another 2 hours before I actually start anything. I leave you with this poem:

Rose

I watch the petals fall
Listlessly
Drifting easily through the air.
With them I feel myself fade,
Into the past.
Softly, gently,
I pull another delicate piece
From it's stem.
For a moment,
I hold it to my cheek
Feeling it's softness
Enjoying it's sweetness
It's simple glow.
Then the tears come
Soft and delicate as the petal
On my cheek.
Joy and sorrow,
Passion and longing
Form the river below me.
I watch the petals
Vanish beneath me.
With them I feel myself fade
Into the past.

~Laura H.

'Night all! God Bless!