i'm retarded =P

I was reading Shannon's blog and then when I went to type in the url for my blog, but instead of typing "blogger.com" I typed

"moist"

I love being retarded. Just thought i'd reassure you all that I still am.

Orangutan anyone? (that is pronounced or-ann-GOO-tan btw...) =D weeeeeee haa!!!

1 more thing...

Ben and a suction cup!!!

lol

AAAAIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! *goes insane*

Promise

THIS I PROMISE YOU
(N Sync)

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
I promise you

oooooh.... my hips hurt... that's wierd.

I went to bed at 1 the other night hoping to get some extra healing sleep... unfortunately at 12:30 someone pulled the fire alarm. *shakes fist* So we had to stand outside for about 15min while they figured out what happened... I was completely confused so I was in a blanket without shoes, and I had a fever. hehe. fun times. Curse the evil-doers who thought it'd be funny to pull the alarm in the middle of the night.

Thanks for the support Ben, I'm so grateful to have you as a friend... oh.. and what's this about you and Millard North's prom?? I don't remember hearing about that one.

I'm listening to "the sound of silence" by Simon & Garfunkle... good song.

Tomorrow is friday!!!

Well I don't really have much to talk about tonight, but I love you all.

God Bless and Goodnight!

Nightingale

Nightingale
Norah Jones

Nightingale
Sing us a song
Of a love that once belonged
Nightingale
Tell me your tale
Was your journey far too long?

Does it seem like I'm looking for an answer
To a question I can't ask
I don't know which way the feather falls
Or if i should blow it to the left

All the voices that are spinnin' around me
Trying to tell me what to say
Can I fly right behind you
And you can take me away

Lonesome

You would think that I have no reason to be lonely.... but I am right now.

Is it possible to love too much? I don't think it is, but when i'm alone I wonder. My greatest joy is being with the people I love, and serving them.. Sometimes though, I just need to know that I have someone special who loves me here with me Right now I have the worst headache i've had in a long time, and all I want is to have someone's shoulder to rest on. *sigh* Sorry God, i'm trying hard to give these things to you. I feel weak right now physically and emotionally. I have nothing to run on except for the love of God and my friends & family. That is sufficient for me. I love you guys very very much. Never forget that. I've just gotta keep telling myself to hold back the love that I know I am meant to give someone until God tells me it's time.

Please pray for me, it's not easy to go against my nature.

God Bless and I love you all.

Watch Out, She's Contageous!

"How are you today?"
"Festering"

Hello folks. I am sick once again, and planning on going to el Doctor if i'm not feeling better by tomorrow. My face feels like it is going to explode... Which could be a kinda trippy feeling if it didn't hurt so much. I think my piano teacher was rather frightened of me when I walked into my lesson this morning. I sounded like an 80 year-old man on acid.... Go ahead, try to picture it. I could hardly read the music 'cause my head hurt so much. hehe. Overall it was a pretty embarrassing experience. Plus i'm sure she had to spray down the piano with Lysol after I left... eeeew.

I had a random sex dream last night. Yup. Unfortunately most of my dreams like this are one night stands. I never know the person i'm with, and I never remember what they look like... In fact I don't even remember details. I guess my subconscious is a drunken whore. *shrugs* I don't know why i'm telling you all this. I'm going to blame it on the drugs, and hope that you forget in time.

I made cheesecake brownies yesterday to try to compensate for feeling like crap. They were excellent. I ate 2. I'm eating one now, unfortunately it tastes funny to me 'cause i'm sick. ugh. You know it's bad when you can't even enjoy chocolate. That's it disease, i'm going to kick your bacterial butt. You don't mess with my taste buds.

For some reason Kyla is playing lounge music... hmmmm... I must be delusional. I wonder what she'd do if I started swing dancing. Actually I think that would be a bad idea. Earlier I stood up and got woosely. I might fall over and kill myself.

I don't know what i'm going to do with myself today. I should work on my music for voice lessons, but I don't think that would be very pretty... aaie... I'm completely worthless... maybe I will go write something. In any case, it's time for me to try to do something productive. Wish me luck!

I love you all, and I'm praying for you!

Peace!

Sometimes...

Sometimes... this is all I want.


Songbird
Eva Cassidy

For you there'll be no crying
For you the sun will be shining
‘Cause I feel that when I'm with you
It's alright, I know it's right

And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before



To you, I would give the world
To you, I'd never be cold
‘Cause I feel that when I'm with you
It's alright, I know it's right

And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before

Like never before; like never before.