Lonesome

You would think that I have no reason to be lonely.... but I am right now.

Is it possible to love too much? I don't think it is, but when i'm alone I wonder. My greatest joy is being with the people I love, and serving them.. Sometimes though, I just need to know that I have someone special who loves me here with me Right now I have the worst headache i've had in a long time, and all I want is to have someone's shoulder to rest on. *sigh* Sorry God, i'm trying hard to give these things to you. I feel weak right now physically and emotionally. I have nothing to run on except for the love of God and my friends & family. That is sufficient for me. I love you guys very very much. Never forget that. I've just gotta keep telling myself to hold back the love that I know I am meant to give someone until God tells me it's time.

Please pray for me, it's not easy to go against my nature.

God Bless and I love you all.