Wisdom from your food.

"I am beautiful. I am bountiful. I am blissful."

- my tea bag

Who would have thought...

Secrets I've decided to reveal today:

1. Sometimes... I eat at McDonalds.
2. I'm not a Huskers fan...
3. I confess... I watch American Idol.
4. The best concert i've ever been to was last year's Sigur Ros concert... (maybe this isn't so secret)
5. When no one is around I like to tap-dance in the kitchen to loud rock music... and it's bad for the floor.

Don't tell... =P

So... I was in the middle of writing my theology paper this morning, when I got a phone call from a local radio station who wants to do a radio interview with me, and possibly a tv spot... Scared the HECK out of me! lol. Apparently the station heard of my music through a press release at my school. I'm still in a little bit of shock... Its not everyday that I wake up and have a member of the local media ask for an interview! Infact... its never happened. So yeah, i'm really excited and quite a bit nervous...

In other news... School is almost out!
I'm really sad to see some of my senior friends go, especially Julie... I'll miss her a lot. Its been a long time since I've written here... its been a long time since i've written anything besides religion papers... its strange to think that i'll be a senior in college next year. I feel like i'm ready, infact i'm pretty excited. But the thing that is strange to consider is all the people here that I don't feel like I know very well. When I leave i'm going to miss the people I wish I knew well... Know what I mean?

Its always been difficult for me to put myself out there, and I wish I knew exactly why. I think mostly its because I spend too much time being shy... Ah well, i'm learning slowly. One of my good friends once told me that before she knew me she thought that I was stuck-up, and further, that I was mean... hehe. This was before we had ever spoken of course, but still I thought it was odd, and it makes me wonder whether or not my shyness comes off as disinterest or something else to some people. Usually when I meet someone that i'm really interested in i'm pretty reserved, even though I don't intend to be... hmmm... Well whatever the reason, I'm don't think i'm the only one who does this.

I've been thinking a lot about music lately, and what direction I want it to take. Sometimes I think that my songwriting would improve if I had one or two other people to collaborate with. I also want to give the new songs more depth, and I think i'm getting there, but the songs i've recorded so far don't really show the same depth and reality that the newer ones do. I'm hoping that this summer I can record the newer ones... Also, I want to learn how to play the mandolin...=P.
we'll see....