First of all I have to compliment Joel on his blog... You are the only guy I know who is actually willing to pour his heart out on a web page. I love you man, and if I were a guy wishing he was a girl, i'd definately go out with you.... or something like that (meh he's right we are all insane). lol

So spring break is coming up... FINALLY... i've had senioritus since like freshman year... I'm going skiing!! I'm psyched!! I will not break my legs!! *crosses fingers* hehehe

Well.... i'm gonna go write some music (or so I hope) now... i'll probably get on and lament later tonight or tomorrow.... I miss you all... talk to you soon!!

Dangerous Game

You hide yourself well.
I think you know it.
You are afraid.
Afraid of opinions
And people
And rejection.

Why hide?
Come out
Please
Please come out!
Don't hide from me!
I look into those brilliant eyes
And I see it.
A flicker
For just a second
And sometimes when we're talking
I look into your eyes
Searching
Seeking
Wanting to see that flame.
The real you

You see
I'm afraid that I've fallen for you.
I've fallen in love with a glimpse of a person
Who is trapped.
I will wait for him
Hoping
Wishing
For him to appear

Some things you say confuse me
You are hilarious and sweet
But rarely serious
And though it is true
That laughter makes people happy
It can't always cover the truth.
Reality will take it's toll.

So
Since I know little more of you
Than your defense
It isn't fair for me
To guess at your intentions
Be they sincere or folly.
But at times
I long to know…

When you asked me to dinner
Did you mean it?
Or am I making a simple joke
Into something that isn't
And will never be there?
When I laughed and turned away
Were you sad?
Did I hurt you?
Or was that also an act…

These are dangerous games
To be playing
When people don't know the rules.
I may never know
If I've hurt you
But I want you to know
I'm in pain too

I hope y'all have a wonderful weekend! Go see "The Passion" if you get bored (it's definately an experience...). Peace!

~Kat

You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at
most times but like Wind, you're scary when
you're mad. You proabaly have a talent is
singing and even your speaking voice is lovely.
You have an innocent type of beauty that makes
you look younger than you are and you like
close relationships with people.


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Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.


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Well THAT took forever!! it's been a long couple of hours, but I think i'm finally done messing with this template!! Thank God I learn quickly (at least SOME of the time). This has been an interesting day, I think I may pass out soon haha. Just wanna let y'all know that I truly love you, and i'm praying for you guys... Even when i'm busy and can't talk, you are in my heart and my prayers. Unfortunately I must go practice music and do some studying (*shakes fist at King Lear)... But please E-mail me or IM me if you can!

God Bless!

I swear if the Lord of the Rings won one more oscar I was gonna do something drastic.... i'll just leave that up to your imaginations... (wink wink). The one award I actually cared about was the lead actor, and Johnny Depp didn't win it (however he did cut his hair.... =D... I AM easily pleased). And of course the "monster" girl won lead actress... Was that really the same actress??? She looked so.... good... How does THAT work?? I mean... I thought she was in her late 30s in the movie, then at the oscars she turned into this beautiful young girl... go figure. I want a makeup artist too!!
It's been an interesting day of church and rest, very nice for a change! I came home, slipped back into my pjs, and wrote some stuff (music and poetry). I like quiet days... Some of my favorite times are when i'm alone in my house (in the daylight) and I can go play piano and sing by myself... No one's here to judge me or tell me what to do... I'm free!
Well, I think it's time to go to sleep. So untill tomorrow, goodnight.
And
May the Lord and his angels watch over us
Always

~Laura

hello blogger reading folk!
It is finally saturday and it's about time! I've been waiting all week to do nothing... well kinda... actually when I say "nothing" I lie... hehehe... I got up at 6:30 this morning and went to the hospital where I voluntered for 4 hours (all I got to do was take paint off of windows....*yawn..), and then I had lunch in the cafeteria con mi padre. I stopped to visit Ben (since he lives like 2 blocks away from the hospital) for about 5 minutes and then hopped on the interstate to get to dance class.... *takes deep breath... NOW i'm going to a catholic mass at 5:30, and then a concert at UNO at 7:30... meh, I guess eating can wait... I still hope to spend some more time with friends tonight (this is why I own a cell phone), and if not, well there's always the internet (me?...What social life?). What the heck am I gonna do with myself in college?....I might go crazy sitting around on campus all day, haha..
So last night I saw "The Passion of the Christ". I loved it, it was a life changing experience. I recommend that each and every one of you see it. I did cry a lot, and I had to close my eyes a few times. After the movie a man stood up and spoke to people as they left the theatre. He asked us to think about what we had just experienced, and invited us to pray with him. He impressed me. This world needs more people like that in it... I myself am a christian, but i've never had the guts to do a thing like that. Well kids, i've gotta go to church. I'll see ya all later!

God Bless!!