1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
kind-of a dark earthy rainbow pattern.... it sounds wierd, I know.

2. Honestly, what’s on your mind?
How bitter-sweet life is.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
typing answers to the questions you are asking me.

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
I guess. but beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
um... not that I can think of.

6. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
I might if I had it...

7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
no one immediately comes to mind

8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
The people I love most.

9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
No. the thought terrifies me... which I never realized until just now.

10. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
nope

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment!
Will

12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Yes. but there are a few who know it.

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
Why would i call someone I don't like, a "friend"?... I can't really think of anyone I really really don't like...

14. Honestly, are you a good friend?
I hope so.

15. Honestly, are you in denial?
I might be, but i'll only know once I realize it... hehe.

16. Honestly, who would you wanna be with right now?
um.. I already told you, but i'll say it again.
WILL.

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
gee... I dunno...

More Emotions

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
Cry

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
hmm... I've said things that I regret before.

*Crying Section*

1. Honestly, when was the last time you cried?
Yesterday

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes. actually last night I did

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes.

4. What usually makes you cry?
Hormones... hehe. mostly kidding. Thinking about the past and the future.

*Happy Section*

1. What can make you happy?
People. Always people.

2. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Yes

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. Do you believe in yourself?
I do, but sometimes I gang up on myself.

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, what do you do?
Blush and try to take the compliment and not reject it.

3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, or gross?
haha. well not consistently, so no.


EIGHT THINGS:
8. last cigarette: Never

7. last beverage: A glass of grape juice

6. last phone call: I talked to Will earlier

5. last movie you watched: Angela and I saw "Miss Potter" which was very sad, but good.

4. last REAL date: about 2 weeks ago when Will was here.

3. last BUBBLE bubble bath: I wish right now

2. last time you cried: Yesterday

1. last meal: Dinner

SEVEN have you's:

7. have you ever dated someone twice? Yes

6. have you ever been cheated on? Yes

5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it? ummm.. I dont think so?

4. have you ever fallen in love? Yes

3. have you ever lost someone? Yes

2. have you ever been depressed? Probably

1. have you ever had a heartbreak? Yes

SIX things you did in the last three days

6. Went to school: hehe yes.

5. Went to work: YES!! In fact I got a job TODAY!

4. Colored: oh! that would be sweeeet!

3. Got drunk: Nein

2. Had sex: Nada

1. Hurt yourself: I fell over today. So yes.

List people you can trust with anything:
Will, Laura, Jackie

THIS YEAR...(starting in 07):

1. Fallen out of love? nope

2. Laughed until you cried? Yes. with Laura. =)

3. Met someone who changed your life? Yes.

4. Found out who your true friends were? not this year?

5. Who is the best hugger that you know? Will. But I could be biast....

6. Do you believe in love at first sight? Well.... I didn't before.... but now I wonder...

7. Is there something you want to tell someone? Always.

8. what kinda shirt are you wearing? Will's college shirt

9. whats the best party/night out you've been to/had this year? My birthday party.. =D

10. Best food you've eaten? mmmmm so much good foood.... The food Will and I cook when together

11. How many kids do you want to have? 1-3: probably 2.5.

12. Do you have a good relationship with your parent (s)? Mostly

13. Do you wanna change your name? Nah

14. What did you do for your last birthday? Will, Laura, and Jackie threw me a surprise birthday party at Cheesecake factory, and then we had karaoke night at BWW's. It was awesome.

15. What time did you wake up today? 10:30am and it was glorious.

16. What were you doing at midnight last night? crying.

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? See Will

18. Last time you saw your father? Christmas

19. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I wish that Will and I lived closer.

20.Who would you punch right now? no one??

21.What are you listening to right now? Sigur Ros

22?

23. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? Yes, not enough yet though.

24. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? Yes, and I'm not proud

25. Whos getting on your nerves right now? A couple people close to me, but I still love them.

26. Most over used phrase? "uuuh..."

27. Most visited website? prooobably facebook

28. What do you think the worst fashion trend right now is? anorexia?

29. Coke or Pepsi? Coke. no question

30. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? I wish....

31. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? Yes. don't get me started.

32. Do you think there's some models/people out there that should gain a couple pounds? um. duh.

33. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends? Immensley

34.Who did u copy this from? Amy

35. What do you think of this person? She is great. =D

still bored...

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The Best Myspace Survey
* . . About You . . *
Eye Color::	Blue-green
Hair Color::	light brown
Height::	5'1"
Favorite Color::	Blue & green
Screen Name::	blukat8504
Favorite Band::	Vienna Teng... at the moment
Favorite Movie::	too many...
Favorite Show::	no idea
Your Car::	lexus IS
Your Hometown::	Durham, NC
Your Present Town::	Grand Rapids, MI
Your Crushes First Name::	Will
Your Grade::	15th...
Your Style::	um... ??
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?:	I wish
Kissed someone in the rain?:	yes. the pouring rain, actually. =)
Danced in a public place?:	yes
Smiled for no reason?:	regularly...
Laughed so hard you cried?:	yes
Peed your pants after age 8?:	oh probably. hehe. but its what all the cool kids do...
Written a song?:	yes, see the above. hehe
Sang to someone for no reason?:	well there's always a reason... =)
Performed on a stage?:	yes
Talked to someone you don't know?:	yes
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?:	yes
Made out in a theatre?:	yes
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?:	yes, last year in fact!
Been in love?:	yes
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?:	Kyla?
Tell you, I love you?:	Will
Kiss you?:	Will
Hug you?:	Cynthia
Tell you BYE?:	Kyla
Write you a note?:	Grace
Take your photo?:	hmmm... its been awhile
Call your cell phone?:	Will
Buy you something?:	Mom
Go with you to the movies?:	Will
Sing to you?:	Will
Write a poem about you?:	a poem about me? hmmm. I have no idea
Text message you?:	Sprint...
Touch you?:	Angela?
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?:	a few minutes ago
Time you cried?:	maybe a week ago?
Movie you watched?:	Memoirs of a Geisha with my roommates
Joke you told?:	no idea.
Song you've sang?:	Momentum by Vienna Teng
Time you've looked at the clock?:	just now after reading this question
Drink you've had?:	i'm drinking hot chocolate that julie made me. =)
Number you've dialed?:	Will's
Book you've read?:	"what the Buddha taught" by Walpola
Food you've eaten?:	pasta with parmesian cheese
Flavor of gum chewed?:	um... mint?
Shoes you've worn?:	my black boots
Store you've been in?:	meijer
Thing you've said?:	"they could be on top in the back on the left side..." (I was telling Angela where her frozen dinners were. hehe)
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?:	I can barely read what I write with my right hand... no.
Whistle?:	yes
Blow a bubble?:	once in awhile
Roll your tounge in a circle?:	nope
Cross your eyes?:	no, but I can make them go in opposite directions.. hehe. its gross...
Touch your tounge to your nose?:	no. my tounge is stubby....
Dance?:	yes
Gleek?:	gleek?? I've never heard this word... I must be old.
Stay up a whole night without sleep?:	yes. I do it often, its called "college"
Speak a different language?:	a little spanish. I can slowly read ancient Greek...
Impersonate someone?:	sometimes
Prank call people?:	no... I used to laugh too hard
Make a card pyramid?:	no. that would be cool though.
Cook anything?:	yesssss... I looove to cook. =)
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...:	writer
I wish ...:	I could fly
So many people don't know that ...:	there is hope.
I am ...:	most passionate about people and discerning truth in life
My heart is ...:	open
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So I played this game that my best friend sent me...

And here it is. It's only slightly creepy....

IF LIFE WAS A MOVIE....
THIS WOULD BE MY SOUNDTRACK.

So, here's how it works
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits: "Whatever" - Live
(meh... i'm ok with that)

Waking Up: "Hungry" - Joy Williams
(I am never hungry in the mornings...)

First Day At School: "A Thousand Miles"-Vanessa Carlton
(maybe it fits somehow?)

Falling In Love: "I don't wanna live without your love"-Chicago
(aaaaw.... cute)

Fight Song: "Survivor"-Destiny's Child
(hahaha... I'm not sure how I feel about Destiny's Child being my... um.... posse? )

Breaking Up: "Stutter"-Joe Feat. Mystikal
(sure, why not)

Prom: "Moonligh Sonata Op. 27"-Beethoven
(hehe. Prom would have kicked some serious booty...)

Life: "The Authority Song"-Jimmy Eat World
(i'm not sure I even remember this song.... but what is itunes trying to say??)

Mental Breakdown: "Sway"- The Perishers
(nice!)

Driving: "Here We Go"-Grits
(I remember this song even less than the Jimmy Eat World one...)

Flashback: "Mi Mancherai (Il Postino)"-Josh Groban
(appropriate.)

Getting back together: "What Have you Been Doing lately" - Relient K
(hehe. yes.)

Wedding: "23" -Jimmy Eat World
(mmmm.. no, probably not, but is that a prediction of some kind??.... creepy!!)

Birth of Child: "She Will Be Loved"- Maroon 5
(and yes he/she will)

Final Battle: "You Rock my World" - Michael Jackson
(no, YOU rock my world)

Death Scene: "Goodbye Sky Harbor"-Jimmy Eat World (so many of these are Jimmy Eat World??)
(again, good choice.)

Funeral Song: "Scream" - Michael Jackson
( lol. well... I kinda hope not.)

End Credits: "Hotel Paper" - Michelle Branch



Hehe... well that was cute.

Love is in the air...

Why is it that when you look at pictures of people kissing, it looks like they have no lips and/or they are eating eachother's faces?
...
Its an important question i'd like answered. And why are there so many pictures of people I know kissing anyways? You almost can't escape them if you're on a photo site...
But then again I'm a hypocrite for saying this.

At least I have lips in my kissy picture.

=P

*sigh* I should go write a paper or something.
But now I suppose I have to show that picture.
Here ya go!




Now I am like EVERYONE ELSE! hehehe

2 Songs...

How i've felt for so many years....
She says it so well.


Momentum
Vienna Teng

Why am I walking barefoot
Upon this road with no one around
I close my eyes to this decision
The night's like coffee to my tongue
Like waking up without a sound
I map the words out
Maybe you will say them

Won't you help me rise up
Touch my face and watch me try to breathe again
Would you let me do this
Burn down the final wall

Overcome me, baby
Overcome me, baby
Overcome me, baby
Overcome me, yeah

All I'm asking is to be alive
For once

Always I am mistaken
I look for love, I find a stone
Of all the seasons, winter befriends me
I come to you in friendship
And hold my breath against the snow
What are you thinking as I gaze into you

Forgive me the confusion
Forgive me as I realize my thoughts betrayed
You are the answer
Cry and smile the same

Overcome me, baby
Overcome me, baby
Overcome me, baby
Overcome, yeah

All I'm asking is to be
All I'm asking is to be
Alive

Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby
Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby
Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby
(overcome me)

Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby
(overcome me)
Overcome
Overcome
Overcome
Overcome

All I'm asking is to be
Alive


"The Tower"
Vienna Teng

the one who survives by making the lives
of others worthwhile
she's coming apart
right before my eyes
the one who depends on the services she renders
to those who come knocking
she's seeing too clearly what she can't be
what understanding defies

she says I need not to need
or else a love with intuition
someone who reaches out to my weakness and won't let go
I need not to need
I've always been the tower
but now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow

she turns out the light anticipating night falling
tenderly around her
and watches the dusk
the words won't come
she carries the act so convincingly the fact is
sometimes she believes it
that she can be happy the way things are
be happy with the things she's done

reach out
but hold back
where is safety
reach out
and hold back
where is the one who can change me
where is the one
the one
the one

reach out
but hold back
where is safety
reach out
and hold back
where is the one who can save me
where is the one
the one
the one

myspace ♥ survey
BASiC iNF0
name:	Laura (its pronounced Lara, not Lora. Now you know =P)
nicknames:	Kat, my last name, Big H, Lo-lye (my name in Cantonese)
age:	20.84
birthday:	12.24.85
location:	Michigan & Nebraska
school/grade:	15th
backgrounds:	french, german, english, scotish, native american, etc...
siblings:	1 sister
straight/bi/gay:	straight
job:	student
APPEARANCE
hair color:	uuuuh... lightish....
eye color:	blue & green in the middle
height:	5'1"
ethnicity:	I already told you
label:	don't label me... =P
look like a celeb:	Will's mom said I look like Jennifer Love-Heiwitt... but I don't really see it.
dye your hair:	nope
have bangs:	Well I did, until my friends staged an intervention
have braces:	long time ago
wear glasses:	long time ago
wear contacts:	no
piercings:	only my ears
tattoos:	not currently....
favorites
color:	blue and green
movie:	urrrr...... thats hard
tv show:	ditto...
animal:	Wolves and Tucans... and those little rainforest tree frogs =)
food:	Chocolate!
drink:	pure fruit juice
alcoholic drink:	I dunno
car:	mine...
day of the week:	Friday!
season:	Summer
song:	Again, tough question
sport:	Figure Skating!! duh.
radio station:	I don't listen much... *blushes*
resturant:	mmmm... Marie Catrib's
teacher:	so far I like almost all of them
class:	World Religions and Theology 353
holiday:	Christmas and Thanksgiving
quote:	"There is no charm equal to tenderness of heart" -Jane Austen
book:	A lot... The Accidental Tourist, Great Gatsby, Blue Like Jazz... I'm really not sure
magazine:	Paste
flower:	Roses and Violets
memory:	That night Will and I walked around Lake Zorinsky 2 summers ago.
tv channel:	TLC & the History Chanel
LAST
person you hugged:	Cynthia
person you kissed:	Will
thing you said:	"oh hi!... I thought you were Cynthia"
thing you ate:	Choclate covered apples with my suite
imed:	I haven't been on in awhile....
texted:	?
you called:	Will
called you:	Will
person you saw:	Karen
you have a long convo with:	Will
FRiENDS
prettiest:	Wittwer, Jackie and Kenzie =D
stupidest:	thats not nice!
smartest:	Will
best house:	...
best car:	...
best parents:	out of my friends? Will's
loudest:	Angela when she's on the phone.
funniest:	Wittwer
craziest:	Shannon
most shy:	me or Julie?
always has a boyfriend/girlfriend:	um... I'm not sure.
always has parties:	define "parties"
best girl friend:	Wittwer
best guy friend:	Will
known the longest:	mmm.... Nicole, then Wittwer and Jackie
known the shortest:	Grace
look up to the most:	look up? I don't know what that means...
opinionated:	TJ
athletic:	Devon
most likely to pass out drunk:	?
to go streaking:	Cynthia
become a cop:	Shannon
become famous:	Will
kill someone:	Cynthia. she would also take and disect their liver
try to take over the world:	hmmm... probably Will and I combined
THiS 0R THAT
summer or winter:	both
dog or cat:	cat
pepsi or coke:	COKE!
cellphone or ipod:	Cell phone
ocean or pool:	ocean
black or white:	black
chocolate or vanilla:	chocolate
flowers or candy:	flowers
rock or rap:	rock
tv or movie:	movie
aim or myspace:	aim
stars or hearts:	hearts
bracelet or necklace:	necklace
gold or silver:	silver
brunette or blonde:	blonde
kisses or hugs:	kisses
pen or pencil:	pen
lb or oc:	lb
iN THE PAST MONTH
drank:	nope
smoked:	no
failed a test:	no
had sex:	nay, would that I had. haha
been home alone:	yep
stayed home from school:	hehehehe.. I mean.. no, of course not.
been to the mall:	yes
bought a book:	yes
been to a show/concert:	yes
yelled at someone:	no
got into a fight/argument:	no
cried to a friend:	yes
told the truth:	I hope so
told a lie:	probably
been out of state:	I live out of state
iN Y0UR R00M
tv:	define "my room". technically they're all my rooms.... so yes.
your own phone:	yes
your own phone line:	yes
vcr:	yes
dvd player:	yes
radio:	yes
computer:	yes
posters:	yes
of what?:	Monet, french posters, more art posters & postcards, and a Vienna Teng poster
pictures:	yes
of who?:	only the cool kids...
RELATi0NSHiPS
taken or single:	taken
got a crush:	well... its hard to say really.... hmmm.... yeah, I'd say so.. hehe.
name pleaseee:	William C. Anderson
how far have you gone:	hehe. this is just like playing truth in middle school. Far enough
how far do you want to go:	well duh...
last person you said i love you to:	Will
C0UNTD0WN
10 PE0PLE WH0 MEAN A L0T T0 Y0U
1:::	Mom
2:::	Dad
3:::	Anna
4:::	Will
5:::	Wittwer
6:::	Jackie
7:::	Angela
8:::	Julie
9:::	Grace
10:::	Cynthia
9 THiNGS Y0U L0VE
1:::	Will.
2:::	The Sims!
3:::	talking with my mom
4:::	cooking
5:::	roadtrips
6:::	singing
7:::	religion & philosophy
8:::	getting to know people (in the real world)
9:::	my fishies and my cats and dog
8 THiNGS Y0U HATE
1:::	stubborn ignorance
2:::	yelling
3:::	violence
4:::	arrogance
5:::	confrontation
6:::	manipulation
7:::	shopping for jeans
8:::	due dates...
7 THiNGS Y0U CAN'T LIVE WiTH0UT
1:::	my friends and family
2:::	God
3:::	academic learning
4:::	Will
5:::	music
6:::	my Mac
7:::	good food
6 THiNGS Y0U'RE WEARiNG RiGHT N0W
1:::	blue turtle-neck
2:::	jeans
3:::	socks
4:::	underwear
5:::	a ring
6:::	a hair-band
5 THiNGS Y0U'D RATHER BE D0iNG
1:::	playing piano
2:::	taking to Will
3:::	going to a show
4:::	traveling the world
5:::	writing the great american novel...
4 0F Y0UR FAV0RiTE ST0RES
1:::	Ann Taylor Loft
2:::	Whole Foods (sad I know, but I miss it *tear*)
3:::	TJ Mack's
4:::	Tuesday Morning
3 THiNGS Y0U'D TAKE T0 A DESSERTED iSLAND
1:::	Will
2:::	a towel (obviously)
3:::	medicine
2 0F Y0UR FAV0RiTE THiNGS
1:::	good food
2:::	good friends
1 PERS0N Y0U MiSS RiGHT N0W
1:::	Will
DiD Y0U...
like the survey:	meh it was alright
wish it were over 5 minutes ago:	yeah...
lie about anything:	nope
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